Celebrity Obsession Depression

Remember about all those things that I was mostly happy about? Well, I'm afraid I'm going to have to write a sad post about how my life is going, because I thought it may be something that you might want to learn about. I go to church every Sunday at the LDS church. I've been causing a lot of sins that I confessed with my Bishop and I've been feeling like that my life is going in turmoil because I've been acting like a total jerk lately. I've been depressed and that I never thought that good things could lead to bad things. There is one thing that I have. I have Celebrity Obsession Depression. I thought it was fun to have an obsession with celebrities, like these four different albums from every favorite artist and band. Whenever I tell my family about how exciting celebrities are, like One Direction, Owl City, Taylor Swift, and Justin Bieber, they all say that they don't care. Whenever they tell me things like that, it makes me feel really guilty about myself and that I thought everyone was mocking me about my personality. I had a talk with my mom from Twelve Makes a Dozen that she's been telling me that thinking about fame and wanting to be like them someday, is just going to lead to some serious consequences, and that wanting to meet a celebrity is not that important. She also told me that celebrities are too cool to be able to have a minute with some fans and that they are being way jerky. She told me that the only things that I would have to be obsessed with is my family and the future goals that I would be doing. I told her that my future goal was to meet my favorite celebrity someday, and she denied that, that she thinks that I can do anything else, except that. All of my life, I've been watching movies all the time and for singing along to a bunch of songs from either bands, artists, or soundtracks from movies. Whenever I've been doing that, it made me feel like that I wanted to be famous just like those singers and actors on stage or in the movies. It makes me feel a bit sad that my mom said that being famous is not going to make my life better and thinking about celebrities more than my family is not going to make my life better either. I guess that I will have to move on in life and just delete all of my favorite songs from each favorite band and artist and then move on into life. Another thing that I feel mostly depressed about is that whenever I see a bunch of girls around that aren't related to me, I've been assuming that every girl already has a boyfriend and that they're married. I guess that I would call that Girlfriend Depression, meaning that I don't have a girlfriend and that no girl would want me, because I'm not that popular or attractive like other guys are. So, after I discussed with my Mom about my Celebrity Obsession Depression, I then wrote a sad letter to my sister Teach that went on her LDS mission to Fort Worth, Texas. I've been telling her a lot of things that have made me depressed and that it got me into a Lost State that I feel that my future is never going to be a great thing. Maybe I'll think of some ways on how I can be happy again. Have you had an depressions like the ones I have, if you have, then I understand.

Is it okay?

I'm not really sure about what I should write on this, but I thought I could tell you a story from the Boy Scout novels I thought about ever since I finished my goal, but my Mom told me that she has a bad feeling that people who are dishonest while looking at my blog, might steal my ideas. So I might as well ask if that might be okay if I ever told a story that I plan to write about when I think of ideas? I was a bit jealous to see that my Mom got to write her story on her blog called Kiylee's Christmas (there's a lot of posts for each chapter she wrote, so you may have a chance to going through all the posts that say chapters 1-14). I wish that I could tell you a story, but I might as well make sure my Mom says that it would be okay, as long as there isn't anybody dishonest that would want to steal my ideas,

A Wish to be Famous

I'm just not sure that I would be writing this post, but there have been some dreams that I wish that they would come true, but with my family and my home, it makes it seem that some of them won't be coming to past. Besides being a Boy Scout who earned 132 merit badges, and graduating from high school, I always wanted to do something more. I have always wanted to be famous, like be in the movies, sing and dance in music videos, meet celebrities while being famous, be in commercials, and do interviews on celebrity shows, like Ellen DeGeneres. After watching my favorite Disney movies and singing along to my favorite bands and music artists, it makes me feel like that I want to be like them.

Unfortunately, there's just one problem. My mom and dad kept telling me that being famous isn't really good for you, even though it looks like fun. They told me some things of what it's really like to be a celebrity. They told me that you would never be able to rest, and you would have to sign a lot of autographs to fans, you never get to see your family very often and you'd have to be in disguise if you were going to a restaurant so no one would recognize you And the biggest problem is, is that being famous doesn't make enough money.

Steve and Lisa James Return to Christmas

Even though that my parents keep saying that being famous is bad for you, we have some neighbors that are kind of famous, along with making a Christmas album a few years ago, called Return to Christams Their names are Lisa and Steve James. They love to play music and they like to do a family choir with their children. And speaking of their children there's this special edited music video about Taylor Swift's song Safe and Sound. This one shows their daughter named Alyssa James singing the song, while her brother and cousin are playing their guitars.

I know how my parents feel about what could happen to me if I accept being famous. They sometimes might say, "Dog Walker, if you choose to be famous, you're going to be having the wrong message!" I guess that I have to just move on and think of other things, like getting school done, be on a mission, and then find a girl to be married too. Have any of you felt like you've always wanted to be famous, but then your family member kept telling you it's a bad idea? If you have, than I understand about that.

My First Public Job

I would like to make a very quick post to let you know of what happened just this week. I've been trying to find a new job for me to work at and earn money for months. And then, I found a good place to work at and I just got hired for it. I am working at Wal-Mart Neighborhood Market. I'm not hired to be a cashier. I was hired to work as a Graveyard Stocker. That means that I get eight hours to work at Wal-Mart at night time from 10:00 pm to 6:00 am. I know you think that sounds crazy, but that will be my shift. I hoping that I'll be able to enjoy the job. One thing that I like to say is that I've learned this lesson, that having nothing but fun, really isn't all that fun. It's why we can have those two activities, fun and work. You wouldn't want to do either of them too much. Just do them equally. Hopefully this will be a fun job.

School House Rock

I just want to make it a quick post before the end of February is over. You know that right now, I just want to feel well educated. So if you want to be well educated from my blog. Here are some fun School House Rock songs that are really fun to learn and sing about. So enjoy the songs for the end of February.

High School Musical Dance Recital Plan

I'm sorry that it has been a long time for me to write a post, but I've been so busy with homework that I'm trying to get them all over with. I hope all of you forgive me for not posting a post for a while. Anyway, I still haven't been able to have some time to write the rest of my trip to Nauvoo, but I want to post about what I want to plan a fun activity for me and my younger siblings. Have you ever seen the three movies of High School Musical? Well, I am a fan of those movies and you want to know what else is amazing about them? They all have been filmed in Utah. All my life, I never thought that movies were filmed in Utah. I mostly thought that they were all filmed in either of the two popular states, New York or California.

Well, with High School Musical, I actually like the movies, and with all the songs from each one, it gives me a fun activity to do with my younger siblings. I want to plan a High School Musical dance recital. From my Mom's blog, she blogged about my sister Princess's gold award project of a dance recital, and I asked to be in it for my dance that I really love to do, because of playing Just Dance games. I thought it would be fun to do a Dance Recital with almost all the high school musical songs. Something that could bring back the memory of Princess's gold award. I just hope that this goal will happen, because it sounds like a fun thing to do, just like Princess's. And I also hope that I can find some of my siblings who would love to volunteer to be in the recital. Hopefully that'll happen.

Going to Grandma's

Last Christmas, we were trying to get a lot of stuff prepared for Christmas before we did something fun for that. Right when we got everything cleaned up, we then went on our way to Mt. Pleasant to go see our Dad's mother's house. The people that went were our Dad, Mom, Me, Princess, Prima Donna, Crafty, Sport, Scout, Curly, and Baby Doll. We had to drop off our Mom in Nephi City, at Drama Queen's apartment for a Tupperware party.

Now it was the rest of us that we went on our way to Grandma's in Mt. Pleasant. We sang our favorite Christmas carols in our van and we were planning to do some caroling in front of her house before she opened her front door. We were so excited that we got to visit Grandma. She's so wonderful, just like our Mom told you about her before. We were so excited to give our presents to Grandma. I let her open the gift from me. I gave her a pair of magenta fluffy gloves from a special store near our home called Asian City. She then opened the other gifts we gave her, like Tupperware dishes that added Party Mix Chex, Muddy Buddies, and Carmel/Nut Popcorn. We totally enjoyed the treat she made too. Lemon Buddies, kind of like Muddy Buddies, but lemon flavored. It was fun going to see Grandma. But at 9:00, we had to be on our way home, because some of us had to go to bed, because it was a school night. Going to see Grandma was a lot of fun. Do you ever get to see a kind relative for Christmas? If you have, then that's wonderful.